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Out of Hibernation

Thursday, January 21st, 2010

Yes, I am still here. I just took a long break and to be honest, I left the $5 Sale up much longer than I intended. Many people used it to their advantage and I am glad. So I am back, but where did I go? Let’s just say it was a sabbatical of sorts with time to think and breathe. Most things were the same: my morning routine, the kids, work, and play. But, it has been hard to get my heart into things. I am so used to giving projects the extra flair and for some reason, I lost the extra bit of creative wit that I require. I feel it coming back though and I am excited for what is ahead. You’ll see what I mean…

Abolishing the Pretty Easter Dress

Friday, April 10th, 2009

That’s it. No more cold Easters where I am shivering in a pretty dress. After 32 chilly Easter Sundays, enough is enough. I want to enjoy the day in warm and comfortable cothing. I don’t think I am asking too much to be warm on a holiday but I still feel guilty like I am breaking the rules and “not giving God my best.” However, as I know God wants my heart in the right place and takes me as I am, it is apparent it is not His rules I am breaking. So, I am going to wear a nice pair of jeans – yes, jeans and maybe black ones – and layers on top (because CA weather changes in a heartbeat). You also know what? I am not going to make my daughter wear a dress – if fact, she can wear what she wants. She can wear pajamas to church if it helps her to know and experience the love of God. I am on a roll. I just can’t stand the “stand there and look pretty” facade. “Pretend you are getting the meaning behind the day even though you are outside, sitting on a cold chair, in 50 degree cloudy weather, and you are wearing little more than a thin sheath over underwear, with bare legs and sandals.” No sir, no more. Done…and done. Happy Easter!

We do try on this parenting thing…

Thursday, April 9th, 2009

Honestly, both Garth and I have put forth valiant efforts into teaching our kids manners and socially acceptable (read: non-criminal) behavior. However, at the most crucial times, one would never know it and could fairly assume that our kids were born in a barn. In general, kids do not think twice before acting or speaking and certainly don’t consider any feelings as they quickly throw “whatever adult figure” under the bus. I have been under that bus many times and I consider it a parental duty – and a public service – to correct the situation before anyone gets any wrong ideas about me or the kids. Sometimes, I come out victorious and other times, people just look at me and shake their head like, “It’s like she doesn’t even try!”

I have to admit that I have received the most judgment from people who have never had kids or, more importantly, people who have never had an Owen. There is no other way of saying it because I know plenty of people whose Owen is a girl, a third child, or just a curious and rascally child. Owens take the manner (and publicly decent) thing to a whole other realm. Let’s just say that if my Owen is half as mannered or clean as my daughter – who is naturally polite and tidy – I am ecstatic. And it’s not that he isn’t capable, because he is. It is that he could careless about what other people think. He seems unaware that anyone would be bothered that he is picking his nose, burping loudly, or building a monster truck out of his mashed potatoes. And if they are bothered and were to alert him, he would be thrilled and would take it to another level to shock his audience even more. Luckily, he still does care what I think – for the time being anyway – and I harness that power as much as I can. I try my best to keep the rules consistent and to remind him of inappropriate actions and consequences, including exposing himself to get a rise out of the neighborhood girls. Lovely. Regardless, I am so in love with the little bug and I really do try to see the humor in every awkward situation he puts me in.

Recently, I have experienced my darlings’ conspicuous – and loud – observations of people’s physical differences. At the grocery store, it thoroughly embarrassed me having to explain to the kids (in front of the poor victim) that no, the older woman in front of us – who is clearly past childbearing years – is not pregnant. What else am I supposed to say?! I don’t want to offend her more by explaining that she is too old to have a child. So, after turning bright red, I prayed that the offended party didn’t hear, which of course she did because my kid said it so loud! Then, I prayed that she would have enough sense to dismiss the comment as coming from a child. I did not make eye contact with the victim at any cost. Then I got a look of shame and felt embarrassed that maybe she thinks I am teaching my kids to say such rude things at home – which I am not! It was an innocent mistake as my kids assumed that a woman is capable of getting pregnant all her life, which I later corrected as we were driving home. Still, it is embarrassing that the kids would point out her round tummy, which I also addressed later on. One observation I have made is that people are much more tolerant and civil when my daughter states the obvious than when my son has chimed in. Hmmmm, interesting. Maybe it is the girl factor or maybe they feel more threatened by an Owen.

A few weeks ago, we were at our church’s feeding ministry and the coordinator asked Owen and I to hand out juice and sparkling water. Owen immediately started rifling through the box of juice bottles and when he came across a green glass water bottle, he yelled, “Cool! Beer, Mom!! Who should we give this to?!” My good friend laughed but a few others were aghast that a 5 year old could (1) possibly identify a bottle of beer and (2) would think it was so cool to give out free beer to the needy. Good, good. Thank you Son. Oh well – we try, we really do.

Mahalo…The Hawaii Chair!

Thursday, March 19th, 2009

Why go to Hawaii for a week when you can feel it all year long?

And who better to try it out than Ellen!

Cars

Wednesday, March 18th, 2009

I like cars. Growing up, I spent my allowance on Hot Wheels and played with them a lot. In college, I actually identified people by what they drove. I know makes, models, and the year. For some reason, it just clicked…I know, random. On my 16th birthday in 1992, I got my license and hit the road with a 1979 Volkswagen Scirocco. It was a manual drive and a little unpredictable. It would occasionally skip 1st gear, which would leave me guessing if I would stall at any particular stop-light. It was also a 3-tone gray color that had worn to rust in a few places. It was perfect for a first time driver and since I was the only one of my group that had a license, no one made fun of my car – especially if they wanted to go anywhere with me!

My second car was a used sky-blue 1988 Mercury Tracer that I got my junior year of high school. I liked that car a lot and it was reliable. Once again, I hauled everyone around (including my boyfriend) because no one had their license yet. When I went off to Westmont, I left my Merc behind because there was no parking on campus for college freshmen. Darn. My younger sister then turned 16 and the car went to her. I was supposed to get it back but she had thoroughly bonded with it, so my parents gave me Dad’s 1983 fire-engine red Volkswagen GTI. It was older, but by far my favorite car I have ever owned because it had so much power. That car took many missions trips to Mexico and went to Colorado and back with me. By college graduation, it lost the fire-engine red lustre and the ceiling fabric would flap up and down in the breeze…it was old. I was sad when we turned it in for a used gold 1995 Saturn SL1 (”Goldie”). I needed something a little more reliable and more professional-looking as I entered the workforce.

Soon after entering the workforce, I met and married Garth. We had his silver 1999 Honda Civic hatchback and “Goldie” until I got pregnant (Not planned, but welcomed!). We needed cash immediately so we sold the Honda to his brother and had one car for a while. Garth rode his bike to work on certain days so Madeline and I could go to play dates and wander about town. When Madeline was 1, my grandma offered us her princess white 1984 Chrysler 5th Avenue with the faux convertible top. We snatched it up and were grateful to have another vehicle (no matter how much pride was sacrificed). It was fun to watch Garth cruizin’ in that beauty. Madeline was perched on her throne in the middle of the back seat. We just felt like royalty! The 5th Avenue lasted us about a year, and after a series of breakdowns – and a broken wind-shield wiper in a rainstorm on the freeway – we paid $150 to never see the vehicle again. We were back to one car and Garth worked from home by then. After Owen was born, we bought a used Saturn Vue and it did the trick for our growing family. Then, we made some dumb decisions with vehicles. We gave “Goldie” to a friend and bought a 2002 VW Jetta with 87,000 miles on it. Then we traded in a perfectly good Vue and bought our brand new Mazda 5. Since then, we have kept those vehicles and, having learned from our dumb decisions, we will run them into the ground.

So, in the 17 years I have been driving, I have had 9 vehicles. That seems like a lot, but we’re slowing the pace now…and hopefully the cars we have will last us a while.

Brought back uncomfortable memories

Thursday, March 12th, 2009

So I was volunteering at the kids’ school this morning and my “job” was to play Yahtzee with the 2nd graders. I know, a tough job (and I got 2 yahtzees!!). Well, each of the kids has a score card that they keep playing with. One of the girls in the class put on her scorecard that she (heart) a boy in the class. I don’t think it was intended for the other kids to see but they saw and the news spread like a wildfire. I felt so badly for the girl and since I know her and her mother, I pulled her aside at recess to see if she was okay. She was so embarrassed about it and it was worse now that everyone knew. She just hugged me and cried. I told her I would give the other girls a pep-talk and not to tease her (which I did and they were supportive by the time I left). I also told her not to ever write anything down that she couldn’t share with anyone. Boy, that brought back memories of being embarrassed over having a crush on a guy and people actually knowing about it! Whew…glad that time is passed!